a lot of people have been out of town lately.













but a lot of people are still around.





















ive been working on this and that, but i dont feel like im making huge headway. maybe on this one project
(on which, as they say, "the jam is on"),














but otherwise something doesn't feel right.
its like im strugglin against something, but i cant see what. like im trying to put my coat on backwards. in the middle of the street. in summer.













what is it thats tripping me up? what is it i need to be working through? why does it feel like i just cant sit still?













maybe i dont need to be working through anything. maybe i just need to work and everything will be fine.
then why dont i just do that?