You were like riding an unbroken stallion Or swimming in unknown sea Living and loving as fierce As a hurricane pummels the beach You ran hot and cold like a faucet Love/hate, like raindrops poured An angel's face with a devil's tongue You could shove me away, leave me begging for more I was just a kid, and you less aged Children playing a killing game And when the killing was said and done I'd lost one half the same * * * * * Now your ghost has faded With time and company And it did not feel wrong to tell myself My heart should turn to see The Pattern, though, has summoned you From a place quite far beyond And the grief that overwhelmed me then Begins to build anon My efforts now require sleep Yet I cringe to see your face in dreams And my only hope to reconcile Is explain you to her, it seems
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