Delwin is out there. I know it. Can I get to him? Should I? I
doubt that I can kill him. I will wait until Sand gives her approval. So
Sandr died, I knew that would happen, there is no way that he could
survive considering the rhyme. Yet, how could I survive?? I have no wish
to be king, yet I survived the Fire Pattern. I need to find out why that
happened. What is the truth?
Yes, that is a good question, what is the truth of Amber. The
King is at times honorable and good, yet in the case of Sandr he acted as
a tyrant. And in mine. Refusing to allow me to go after Delwin. Keeping
me in Amber. He did this for what, because he was afraid Delwin was in
me, yet I knew that he was not. I think Delwin needs me alive, for his
dishonorable plans. It is time that I begin to do my duty to Amber, not
its king. I will take the path of Benedict. Duty to the land is the most
important thing. Archimedes has no need of my skills, he is already a far
better warrior than I. I will tend to the enemies that I can deal with.
Why did Kaedric go after Caitlin?? It is clear that she left Amber for
her own purposes. Not that I blame her.
And what of Sky?? I do not have the standing to ask for her hand.
I have no riches to offer her father and mother, no deeds that could be
considered worthy. Perhaps it is best if I wait. Yes I should wait.
Where is Mok?? Unless I am mistaken, it is our day to drink beer
together. I wonder where he is?
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